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My grandmom totally took me by surprise today when she told me she loves me. It was very unusual of her to say such sweet thing lol. I mean we are super close but she never say stuff like this. She is one of those people who still stuck in the old generation where people have this feeling of embarrassment if they have to express their feelings too obviously. And I've always been trying to introduce her into the new generation of affectionate love and say it out loud if you love someone. Which I'm so happy to know that my attempt has finally worked out today when she says she loves me! I was just coming down to get my coffee and she just say ''you know what.. I do love you but don't get into my nerves so much. You know I'm old and I'm not so strong'' Something like that's what she said. I know i get into her nerves all the time. But it's so fun teasing her and everything. We laugh together a lot but since she's very old i know sometimes i was having too much fun with her, tease her and hug her too hard and kiss her too often. That does make her feel annoyed and tired. And she absolutely hates it when i kiss her (which make it 3 times more fun to see her trying to hide her face and tell me how weird i am for kissing her too much but in the same time she will have this half smile half laugh on her face because even she hates the kiss, she finds it's hilarious of me to be so persistent to kiss her. And that altogether pretty much cracks both us up lol)

I will have to write more about my grandmom one day because she's like the most important person in my life. I think a lot of us were raised by grandmom/grandpa when we were kids. I'm also raised by my grandmom and that's why I'm so close to her.  

I feel like cooking something tomorrow. Haven't cook anything for a long time. Maybe fried rice since there's not so much of any fancy ingredients in my fridge(as usual).

Today I'm thankful for:

Hearing grandmom says she loves me

Oh almost forget to mention that I finally take my mcdonald garbage bag out of my bedroom today! After I let it sit here on my working table for month. Just always next to me. I could always see it in the corner of my eyes. Now it's gone and it feels like I just lost a dear friend.