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Good I still keep my hopes up and wrote to another host family in Denmark couple days ago. Guess what, they write me back today says they are interested. So now I'm excited and looking forward to talk to them. Hopefully this time things will go well. I'm not gonna keep my hopes up too high this time because it happened before with this one lesbian family. I was so excited to talk to them and i liked them so much. We sent super long emails and sent many of them, asking & answering all kinds of questions. I don't remember ever writing emails to someone this long and I don't remember getting even longer reply. I felt like this is it. We're definitely going to match. I could imagine we get along because they seem to look at things the way i do with the same perspective and all that you know. And they really seem super nice. Plus the fact that they are lesbian just double my interest towards them. I don't know how people feel about it but I've never in my life get to really know anybody who is lesbian. And wouldn't it be great to actually get to know ones and be close fairly enough to them as a family member, living in the same house, etc. I'm sure they're not much different than other people because in the end we're all the same right. But I don't know, there's still something about them that interests me. Too bad we didn't match in the end because they decided to take someone else who's already in europe. So I was a little sad. And they were very sorry. I can't blame them though. Noone would want to wait when knowing they could get someone else a lot sooner. So i understand that. But just thinking i never feel  like i like any families i talked to as much as how i like them before. But anyway, now i got over it. Just gonna keep my fingers crossed for this one. Hope it really works out with them. I don't want to wait any longer.


Today I'm thankful for:
Positive reply from new family