movie

One of my plan to do when i get back to thailand is to at least keep a diary once a week. Then i figure i dont have to wait till im back in Thailand to follow that plan cuz i can start doing it right here and now. And i better do that , i mean there's no excuse not to do it. I know i always find an excuse to not do my things. I really spoil myself too much, it sucks.

Some of my plans i can start already are..for example this (keep a diary at least once a week) , read a book every month and eat one meal a day. 

About 2 weeks ago i went to see a movie (In the heart of a sea) with a friend. The only reason we went for a movie is becuz there's nothing to do on a sunday in Bergen. Everything is closed on a sunday. Some restaurants are open though. Isn't that crazy when you think about it ? Maybe its becuz i come from a super city place that i find this still so unusual. Movie ticket here cost around 120-150 kr. I dont remember it exactly and we watched in 3D so got a extra 3D glasses for 20 kr. 

I enjoyed the movie but nothing special about it. And its shockingly tiny inside the cinema. It's like a movie room in someone's house or something. It's that small. It's like 6 times bigger here in Thailand. I actually went to a cinema one time before here but i dont remember it was this small. And my friend who is from Austria  thinks the same. We just walked in there and looked at each other and laughed becuz it's ridiculously tiny.

It's a tradition everywhere on this planet to get popcorn before a movie !

There are popcorn seasoning here in Norway. Thats new to me.
So you have salt, cinnamon, sugar to sprinkle on.

Feeling cute in a dark place

A little excited for  new year's cookies

From this week  on it will continue to rain again for a long while as the forecast says. Snow will soon be gone. And i can bet that around this time that i will slip like crazy everywhere i walk on. I still have no idea how people here walk. They seem to relax and chill with their move. Some even run. I cant believe it. When I spend every second not to lose my focus on every step i take. So careful I look like i do walking meditation. Basically I look like an idiot around this season. I wish i know their secret of walking like them, like a norwegian. It must be one and nobody has told me that yet.    

X'mas & new year

Kinda too late to blog about X'mas and new year now but anyway

Really wasnt doing much to celebrate it. Just had a long holiday which i spent that wisely by did nothing but ate everything i wanted(that ended up with some impressive gain) and feel lonely especially on the 31th where instead of went out with friend, i decided i will just gunna be home becuz i had been bingeing so much a week before(since x'mas or no.. honestly before that) and so on new years eve i felt too fat to go out and do things so i stayed home bingeing again...like who cares about celebrating new year fuck it i have my food and youtube and the whole house is mine to enjoy. Anyways...that fuck it feeling lasted only around midnight when  hearing all the fireworks and me peeking through the windows and door to see them from my hiding space and i felt left out. I can tell it's a bad feelings. I dunno why but i tends to feel more lonely around the holiday time, especially x'mas and new year. The holiday would pass by and i'd enjoy myself if only i go out and do things but often times im not sure why i always end up too lazy to go out and believe i'm gunna be fine being home then everytime ... not as fine as i thought i'd be.

I hope 2016 i can change that. Be more outgoing and less lazy and you know...just really spending every moments wisely so you have no regrets you should've done that...   

˙˙ Some X'mas photos ˚˚

Star lighting and the neighbor house

I feel in love with this snowman lightbulb 

X'mas nail sticker theme

Oops I did it (nails) again 

Dinner

Jeaden and the X'mas tree >o<

Must have gingerbread house 

A little gift  for my host family : )

The weather is getting colder now finally , way later than i expected. I still went out for a walk this afternoon. It was around -4 and i was out for about 20 mins and felt cold and my face was red already so maybe no more power walk this month -o-

I can't wait to go back to Thailand now. It's so funny I have so many plans to do and for once i feel like its really something i want to do and it will make sense not only for me but for the ones i love and I can't wait to do them. Can't wait to see my grandmom and to be a better me for my mom and my family. It will be a new beginning again and i want to get it start already.