Sunday, January 18, 2015

Blur

I hate packing, I hate it.
There're too many stuffs yet too little space in my luggage.
And I feel so tired just trying to think of what i need to do so that i won't forget something.  
Feels like my mind is working busy all the time and everything altogether at the moment just stressing me out and i feel lack of energy.

I'm tiredddd

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Busy

Oh God...suddenly i got so busy!
And ticket to Norway is booked! this 22th
Feel like i got so many things to get done before then and I can't seem to get all that done on time.
I dunno....just before I knew my visa was approved...I didnt't have a thing to do. Now when i know exactly when i have to go...then out of nowhere i got this list of thousand of things i need to do in my head and suddenly been so busy wtf! -x-

And it still freaks me out a little...this moment of realizing im leaving again so soon...
but just a tiny little bit. I tend not to think about it too much..but obviously doesn't really work lol

And I've been doing greeeat on my diet lately .. until..  today uh huh :/  Well..it all started on dinner, it wasn't as I plan but it's still alright tho. I didn't over eat ..I mean i did but in total it's still less than 2000 kcal. Actually i think I ate around 1500 kcal only which means i still lose some tiny tiny bit of the weight today and bla bla bla who cares! Just forget it and you'll do it so right tomorrow!  
 

 

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Got it

Oh .. Wow.. ummm my visa has been approved!
So like.. i really gotta go soon now. I know i can't wait to go but I know how am gunna miss my grandmom so very much.
I wanna go but i just don't wanna leave her here without me. I know She's gunna be sooo lonely without me being around and do stupid things to her.
But I need to go.

Grandmom's gunna be ok... and actually, she should be the one who worries about me because I'm going to go away and be alone in a country where i don't know nothing about...but no she doesn't seem to worry about me.. neither do i worry about myself. Instead, I worries about her and she is about herself. Umm..this just doesn't make sense -_-'




I just got a comb and comb her hair and after only like 20 mins...
Look at that hair !!
Omg I had to grab my phone and took this photo.
Even she seems stunned at her own hair here lol