Snow

Not much going except me being lazy as usual.

I am absolutely a person with no discipline in life and I do not like myself being like this but it's so hard to change when it's something you do for way too long. 

I want rules! I want fixed schedule! 

.....hmm no I'd hate that. That would kill me more. 

Yesterday was the return of the unwanted snow. It was sort of like a small storm. Pretty heavy snow for the whole day. But today it starts to melt down which is perfect because then I can ride my scooter again this weekend. I hope it's the last snow for this winter. 

I don't hate you snow... don't get me wrong. You are pretty and you are so fluffy. I like to touch you, to feel your fluffiness and squeeze you in my hands. You always give me that special feeling whenever you fall. Kind of like romantic , unreal ,  like I am in a dream where everything is white and bright. But it's better to be awake and get back to the real world no matter how good your dream is. And to me you are like a dream , snow. A beautiful dream. The kind that you want to last forever but how you know you can't because you got the reality waiting. And that reality to me is summer. Summer is real. Summer makes me feel alive. And sunshine can't just melt away.  It brings everything up to life. It's quite something. 

But snow, please don't be sad. Because you know even you are just a dream, you are those dreams i never want to give up on. It's like when they say ''we should never give up on our dream''  And i so believe that to be true. That's why I never give up on mine. And that's how i'll never give up on you. 

We'll come to see each other when it's time. And let's fall together into those beautiful dreams.

First

I can't believe how forgetful I've become after these years. It's frustrating when you can't recall what you want to recall. Especially if it is something you think it's important that you believe you will never forget it..not even in the next 10 years. Yet, you did forget it soon after it happened.  Oh well, I guess my 27 years old brain does not function so well anymore.

I know 27 is not that old. But it's just shocking to me every time I think about how old I really am. I still feel so young just like when i was 17. but realizing i'm almost 30 years old woman is just crazy to me. 

Me turning 30 really? 

So I will start writing my blog now so I can keep records of what I do in life and not to forget it again because it is that frustrating.

And today is also a very very special day to my friend in Thailand ''Pa'' 
She got married today and I wanted be there so bad but I stuck here...

There're ton of her wedding pictures posted on facebook. They got me screaming and cursing at my laptop because i wanted to be there and celebrating with them but again i stuck here...

She's just so gorgeous today and got that stunning bride's aura shining through her. I am so happy for her. We are friends since high school.  She is the first in our group who got married. Now still 4 of us left. I have no idea if anyone in these 4 will get married next or if us 4 will get married at all lol

It's quite nice weather today. Very sunny but super windy. I walk 1 hour and 10 mins to the supermarket without listening to a song on my phone. And all I hear was the sound of nature the whole way through. Good exercise! 

I feel spring is coming! Small flowers start to grow back again. But it's going to snow again already for this coming week. Although, it's nice to feel a little fake spring time on the weekend :) 

The beauty of leafless